Anne Frank says:- "I can shake off everything if I write; my sorrows disappear, my courage is reborn."
Gemma-Lilly says:- I have writer's block and therefore advanced self absorption and zero courage... and Miss Frank only makes me feel guilty. So here I am finally embracing internet blogging with nothing to say. Nothing to say cause I am having an affair with my television.
I'm living through the the lives of fictional characters in order to feel like I am having the adventure I'm so desperately seeking in 'real life', what's worse is that I am actually starting to identify with these constructs, actually memorising these bits of quotes and holding them like some sort of personal mantra. I want a side kick, I want something to die for, I want a fist full of dynamite and mythical creatures, I want to walk through my wardrobe and be someone, something, somewhere...
I'm having an affair with my television because there is too much I have not done and too many people I can't bring myself to see. I'm having an affair with my television because right now I need a script so I don't feel so lost, so I can overcome my fear of rejection so I have a part, people on T.V. always have a role to play.
Just for the record one more week and I am back to civilisation again and I've heard it's much more fun to be with people anyway.